It is strange when you think only the people you are in love with can break your heart. Ah but those who you care about you can have your heart broken by them also.
Tears sit patiently wanting to trickle down my facw with the thought of how hurt his words sounds when he writes to me. How he felt i did not care, how he was fed up with everything. Of how I neglected him. Silly me never realized i neglected my friend.
But I did and now I pay the same price he did. I want to talk to him, to hear his voice and us talk as we use to. But that probably won't happen again. Soon it will probably be good bye for good. Sometimes I think it would be for the best. sometimes i think i should have never gotten close to him at all. It was taboo anyways.
I can not fix what is broken. This will never be the same-this relationship of promises has failed. He no longer expects anything from me and I've lost hope in him.
Sad-but there is nothing to be done. I am losing my mother to and illness and i have lost my close friend to ignorance. My life is so grand.
Tears sit patiently wanting to trickle down my facw with the thought of how hurt his words sounds when he writes to me. How he felt i did not care, how he was fed up with everything. Of how I neglected him. Silly me never realized i neglected my friend.
But I did and now I pay the same price he did. I want to talk to him, to hear his voice and us talk as we use to. But that probably won't happen again. Soon it will probably be good bye for good. Sometimes I think it would be for the best. sometimes i think i should have never gotten close to him at all. It was taboo anyways.
I can not fix what is broken. This will never be the same-this relationship of promises has failed. He no longer expects anything from me and I've lost hope in him.
Sad-but there is nothing to be done. I am losing my mother to and illness and i have lost my close friend to ignorance. My life is so grand.
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