Ok it has been forever since I have actually been on. Omg.. I think I need to dust off my laptop. I've posted a couple of voice post but not many actual typed ones. I have been an bad blogger...
So far the issue is one school has been so crazy plus part time work and all that took place last year. Losing my real mom to an issue that really bothers me. *idiot doctors*
Then this year I had great news I am now Sandy Weldon! I can't believe I actually took teh leap and got married.
My lap top is dying due to the mnay errors of late. I am like grrrr.... now my vid card is going out. SOOOOO....i have to call HP again and be like um yeah .... it didn't work so can we please replace my vid card? because i've had 4 people who work on laptops everyday go .. your video card is goin out. They can't touch it due to my warranty on my laptop... *tear*
so.....here i am finally a time to breathe and hopefully get myself back grounded. I don't knwo if anyone has ever lost themselves but i think i lost myself for a while. I am slowly realizing there is alot I am missing in life because i refuse to open my eyes and see it. I guess once we experience a pain that rips our insides out we want to just lie down and sleep in hopes when we wake it will be gone. I have done alot of thinking and realized I need to do serious soul searching. I've wanted my home to be just me and gary for sometime in hopes maybe i will mellow out. I have been so tightly wound i am unsure if i am coming or going. my life has been turned upside down with the death of my mother. everyone still talks about her. i want to talk about her but it is difficult for me. I guess it is because it is still so fresh in my heart.
maybe soon i will be able to be my happy go lucky self. I am unsure of it but i am hoping i can be :)
Hey! I've moved!
15 years ago
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